The root of the problem is the problem of the root

Many things happen at my work place that made me absolutely doubt on my choice 7 months ago. A jump from cooperate world to a small company. I warm myself not to compare but you know human especially women tend to compare everything. The only thinking to make myself feel better is I am being paid, the company is not mine, just do whatever they want me to do because unemployed is more depressing than this. Stop for a minute ... if working, career is only about money then why I am working here with lesser benefits, support, guidance, and growth opportunities??

Again, I know there is no perfect job or perfect company in the world. I have been working for 6 companies in the past 9 years. Definitely each one have something that I can complaint about and made me leave. The problem is not the companies nor the job role, the root of the problem is the problem of the root which is ME. Haiz ☹  , what can I do ? I guess the only thing I can do is to strive the balance between the complaints and the rewards. The day it couldn’t balance anymore is the day to say good bye.