Walking Dead

After working years working in corporate, I realize the reason of my ex-superior or my ex-colleague live a walking dead life and step by step I am walking into it. Too many time, I cannot express what is the real meaning and intention in my mind and heart. I am being paid to follow others. I am being paid to sell my time for other people business. Am I not working hard enough to prove myself? My happiness, sense of achievement is all depend on human (My boss)? The measurement is his praise and his reward? I am pleasing the 1 man in his kingdom. This is so scary.